人間必死になると勉強するやな

I have a big case of work that there is too many minor request from a designer of my coworker, so I feel like I’m going to die.

I may have wrote before, even though I thought I had joined the present company as HTML coder, I was assigned designer and coder.
However,I asked my boss to narrow that down to only coding.
Because I was not good at designing to take many time for me.

In particular, I had put effort into designing while I worked as designer and coder for two years, since it takes time for me to design.
I was at the level where My coding skill was as much as beginner, so I was not good at it.
I honed my coding skill since I asked my boss to narrow down only coding, then I think I became to be able to create some extent website.

But I had been unable to understand two of programming languages, PHP and Javascript that I need to use them for work I’m doing now with designer of my coworker.
I was screwed half.
I had searched for some articles on the internet and modified the found source code of articles a little bit until now.
I have been at the level, but I had to needed to understand the programing languages, so I’m about to collapse from overtime work.

That’s impossible!
I have never studied that before.

Even if I was whining, the delivery date waits for no man.
A programer had enrolled in our company up until last year.
Everyone other than me worked as designer and coder in it, so I will not be able to count on someone about programing.
This situation is so badly.

I tried to find like hell about the programs that I can’t understand.
Recently, I got back home at 3am at the latest.
I’m exhausted because I gradually have less time sleeping.

My goal for this year was that I will get to the level where I can use the PHP, but I may be able to get to there in less than half a year.
I will be so worn out, but that is a chance in a good way to learn the programing languages.