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I hope I will have a son and a daughter.

A part-time worker she is maternity leave came to our company with her baby last month.
I felt It’s cute baby.

I have a brother who is much younger than me, when I was elementary school student my brother borned, but I didn’t think it is cute.
But now, my age can be marriage, so I feel baby is cute.

Then, I got her permission and I carry the baby in my arms.

I was worried about it!
I was scared that I might break baby’s neck, if I wouldn’t support baby’s neck because the baby can’t hold up it’s own head.
Besides, I was afraid that I might suffocate when I support firmly the baby’s head would hang down and constricting the windpipe.

I used all of my energy for baby’s neck supporting, so I might be muscle pain tomorrow.

I felt it’s cute for unrelated person’s baby, if I had a baby and carried my baby in my arms, I would wonder I felt it’s very cute rather than it.

I was going to think of becoming nursery school teacher in my student days, because I like children.
So, I want to have my child, but I’m thinking that there is something while only I’m young, but I deal with it.
Anyway, I don’t have a partner.