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My lifestyle habits have been suddenly off since I got a cold.

It is bad.

My body clock has get messed up since my norovirus got better.

Recently, I get sleep at the early morning and I get up afternoon.

That’s why I have been unable to study English, but it is a excuse.

I was learning English in the morning before I got norovirus, then I was working afternoon, but I get up afternoon lately, so I don’t have any time to learn English.
Besides, I’m not motivated.

Is this in a slump?

I usually record my English conversation lesson as my learning English, then I’m hearing again it after finished the lesson and I’m looking on the internet about words, sentence that I couldn’t understand.
But, I couldn’t do that at all lately.

It seems that I felt stressed to do English conversation lessons on Rarejob.
So, it seems I don’t want to do learning English.

Therefore, I stopped temporary to do Rarejob that it burden on my mind, I’m going to study English with a material that I used on language school in Philipin in last month.

There are 6 textbooks that I haven’t finished, so I’m going to do those, because I’m feeling disgusting to leave it.

I kept doing Rarejob nearly a half year, but it might have no effect at all for me.

Because I had work or study about work, then I couldn’t concentrate and focus on study English, so I couldn’t so feel that it is effective.
It is like excuze.

Actually, I think my study abroad experience in Philippines for a month has surpassed the experience on Rarejob, so it is important in an English-spoken environment.

Therefore, if you want to be able to speak English, I think it would be best to save money and go to Philipines.

So, I stopped temporary to do Rarejob.