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I was about to snap for the first time in a while.

There was a request that my client want to display some related articles on their website.
I thought it get same categories and display some gotten articles randomly, then I hand in estimation of work time and a rough estimate.
I get reprimanded by my boss, for he said are you thinking of your clients!?

I wasn’t able to understand what my boss was thinking, I was told “Suggest me” by him and I thought it was not what front-end engineer should think.
My boss had a meeting with the client as a director, so he should put the thoughts together on himself, then he should assign it to me ,I though.
I was about to snap, for I had been getting enough sleep lately, but I was controlling that emotions.
Then, I was told that why this client want the system and you need to put yourself in client’s shoes by him.
I was gradually convinced and calmed down.

The reason why I was about to snap is because I feel as if my boss avoid responsibilities as a director.
But, what he said made me think about this client and he’s meaning conveyed to me.
I update estimation of work time and a estimate right away, then I handed in that again.
In the end, a estimation get cheaper than before to this client, we were able to decrease of work time and prevent some problem that would posible some complaints by this clients.
So, that was the best way to everyone.

But still, my boss left all the work of a matter too much to me.
As a member of the production team was able to understand what is good to this client, but we usually needed to keep moving our hand and put the end to our work.
To be honest, I was not able to think of that, because I had already have my hands full.
My boss left his work to me that he should do, then he backed to another work of himself.
I was not convinced of that.

I suggested estimate and I got reprimanded, then I took 2 hours to hand in a revised estimate again.
If I have that time, how much work would I proceed with my work.
Besides, I sorted my mind out, I racked my brain to suggest again, I was exhausted, those things negatively affected my work.
I can’t read his mind that he wanted to have me work or disturb my work.

However, I’m thankful that I myself was thinking of lucky to be able to experience work of the director.
I will never change what I’m not convinced.