英語

I keep learning English with one thing or another.

I use a book “Eitango Target 1400” to study from November of last year, but I’m used to it lately.
I felt it’s difficult and I didn’t want to do it on February.
I wonder was it a slump?

If it was the slump, in my student days would be the slump everyday.

The book “Eitango Target 1400” was I bought when I was first grade at senior high school student.
Anyway, it was not good at English, so I bought it for overcoming.
But, I couldn’t keep doing even three days.
I think that spirit was good to try overcoming, even though I couldn’t keep that.

This time, I can overcome to not keep doing like my student days, I think it is different to have a sense of purpose.

My student days has vague sense of purpose that I’m not good at English and I wanted to overcome it.
But this time me has a clear purpose that I need to learn English for going abroad.

Besides, I had quit a custom that I did game in my student days everyday.
It was big impact for me.

I could keep learning English until now because I could realize various realization after begin working.
I think how I make in my student days have clear sense of purpose, it is impossible.

In the end, I need to realize by myself for changing, I think.
If I met my past self, I would make him have various experience for realizing.
But, I think the old me was reject that.

Then, my study style was changed a lot after begin working.
In my student days, my study style was anyway opening reference book and reading from beginning, but it was changed to look up on the internet whenever I find one I don’t know.
I think its way is like fill-in-the-blank.

There are two knowledge at work, necessary knowledge and unnecessary.
I think it is good to try from basic, but it is inefficient.
I can’t keep up with the work, because it become slow to work.
So, my work stye chaged to look up on the internet whenever I find one I don’t know.

My note of my blog is exactly it.

In the end, my knowledge have been unbalanced, so after April, I’m going to try learning basic of programing that I can’t learn it until now.
Regarding English, if I took a TOEIC, I would find one I don’t know while worked on the past exams.
I will look it up on the internet every time.
If I take a online English lessons, I would anyway manage it, then after lesson I will look up on the internet whenever I find one I don’t know.

I think it impressed my mind most when I’m failed.

I was going to the ski area for snowboarding lately, I thought it is better to fail for improving early.
I think That experience is proving to my study style is correct.

So, I want to challenge and fail a lot.

I feel like if I were to organise my thoughts, I would be able to make a book.
But, I think I can’t do, because I’m not good at writing.
I had better to learn how to write.