終わり
2018年は頑張ったかなと総評する二色人です。
I evaluate 2018 as I was trying my best.
今年はマジで頑張ったって言い切れるくらい頑張ったわー
webのお勉強がてら備忘録を溜め続けたりして100以上備忘録書いたり
絵の練習のために絵日記・漫画を更新し続けたり
最近では英語の勉強を大体毎日し始めたりと…
This year, I tried my best enough to say with confidence “I have tried my best”.
I have written over 100 notes on my blog as study.
I have kept updating picture diary and manga for practice.
Recently, I have started to study English almost every day.
本当に大変だった
I really tried hard.
何が大変かというと、続けるという「習慣」を身につけるのって結構しんどい事なんだよね
好きな事なら全然続けられるけど、嫌いなことって本当に習慣にするの大変なんだよ
まぁ好きと言える事なんて特にないけどさ…
What was hard for me was that I make a habit that I keep doing something.
It is easy to keep doing a thing that I like, but it is difficult to keep doing a thing that I don’t like.
Nevertheless, I don’t have the thing especially that I like.
でも、夕飯に野菜スティックは1日で挫折したなぁ…吐きそうになった…
仕事のストレスがやばくて、さらに食事にストレスをかけるのは精神的にやばかったので少しづつ慣れようと思う
By the way, I tried to eat vegetable sticks at dinner every day, but I stopped that challenge at a day, because I almost threw up.
I have a lot of stressed, Plus that I feel stressed at eating was very mentally hard.
I need to used to eating it little by little.
来年は、海外に行くので本気で勝負の年だと思う。
お金周りや、半フリーランスでやるからお役所に提出するものだったり税金だったり会社員の時とは違った分野で色々勉強すること多いいみたいな話を聞くし
まぁ、なんやかんやで楽しみではあるんだけどね。
4年ぶりに実家で暮らすのも含めてね、何もしなくても飯がでてくる環境…
Next year is that I need to prepare to go abroad, I really think.
About money, as a freelance, submitting my documents to the city office, paying tax, I have more things what I should learn different than I was full-time employee.
Nevertheless, I will be looking forward to that.
I will return my parents’ house since 4 years, then I wouldn’t need to cook there, I would be served meals by my mother.
来年の抱負も書こうとしたけど新年の抱負って形で別で書こうと思う
I tried to write next year’s resolution, but I quit and I’m going to write it as New year’s resolution.
とりあえず平成最後に過去最大?の仕事量を社長がぶっこんで来たので半ギレしながら組み上げる事になる来年の僕に対してエールを送っておく
Anyway, my boss was getting the most heavy order in the past.
I think that I will be coding it while I almost lost temper next year.
So, I send Cheering message for myself.
来年の自分頑張れー
You can do it.