忘年会

This year of I am not organizer for year-end party.

I think the older people push force troublesome on the younger people.
I feel like that, because I did the organizer consecutive two years.
But, my senior colleague had been consecutive three years.

I could avoid to be organizer this year, because we were busy and we couldn’t discussed to decide to be who do it.
So, I think I would be fun.

Then, actually, I was more fun year-end party than usual.
I ate and drank while relaxing in quiet this year, because of hiring party room.

But, I felt the most happy to leave our office at 6 pm.
It is that I could leave work on time.
It is a secret that I vomited in the shadow.

At year-end party, I talked about how to work in next year.
I explained that I work as a part timer and freelancer for going oversea after a year.

This fact was known only a part of colleague, so the other colleague was surprised hearing it.
I thought I’m sorry a little bit what I said at the party.
But, I wonder that put in into words was I brace myself.
I think it was very important to bring my feeling to an end.

The reason why I left our company is never that there is no chemistry between I and my boss.
By no means is that.

Then, the end-year party finished like that, but when I thinking back.
I realized that I have only been working for 3 year and a half year in here.
I was thinking of passing about 5 years, if I have been this company for 5 years, then if my skill is only little this.
That would let me realize to be slacks off in work.
So, I’m relief at 3 years and a half year.

The next year will be waiting with some heavy jobs.
So, I don’t have time for thinking back.
I will try hard until after a half year , I will be able to get a little free.
So I try hard until it.