泣いた
涙はとうの昔に枯れ果てたと思っていた二色人です。
I didn’t expect myself to cry either.
事の発端は、案件の納期で上司と揉めて、相手が相手なので為すすべなく蹂躙をされていた時に僕より後に中途で入ってきた一回り近く上の同僚?(以後、「Aさん」)にかばってもらった事がきっかけでした。
It all started when I got into a fight with my boss.
When I was not convinced with my boss’s order, so I talk back to it.
Then I was reprimand with my boss, I wasn’t able to talk back to become as time passes.
My coworker was interrupting the argument of ours and I was covered by him who is older than me and joined our company after me.
怒られることに馴れているので、いくら押されようが微動だにせずあからさまに不満な態度を貫き所々反論(社会人としてアウトだろう…)していたのですが、それに見かねたAさんが上司をなだめながら僕のフォローをしてくれて中々庇ってもらうシチュエーションなんかに出会ったことがなくて涙がでてきました。
I was used to being gotten angry,but I was not used to being covered.
Then ,He defended my opinion and calmed down our boss.
I was tearing up,because I had hardly experience to be defended by others at a situation like this.
I was hardly covered others when here is the situation.
さすがに泣いている人間を責められほどサディスティックな上司ではないのでその場は丸く収まったのですが、まさか涙がでてくるとは思わずビックリしこれが女性を落とす時の「押してダメなら、引いてみろか」と変な方向に思考が働かすことで泣き止んだのですが、大の大人が涙流す姿は絵にならないからやめた方がいいですね(まじですんませーん)。
My boss was not as sadistic as I thought.
My boss stopped to blame seeing me tearing.
But it was surprised I didn’t expect myself to cry either.
I was just a thought, “if pushing doesn’t work, try pulling”.
It is used when the men hit on women.
Then I stopped tearing and I thought of quitting that adults crying scene was shameful.
まぁ次の日から何事もないかのように仕事をしましたが…
男性同士なんでサバサバしてるんで引きずらないのがいいですね
Next day,we were naturally talking as if nothing has happened.
We don’t dwell on the past since we are guys.