退職

I left my job.

I could not written my diary since I go back to Japan from Canada, because so busy.

One reason is so busy work, but I have taken a whole month for making a clean copy and drawing illustrations of diary for ten days of my trip in Canada.
I wasn’t going to write ten days worth of diaries, so I held a grudge at that time me.

Anyway, I got off track, I left my job.

I have been having multiple discussion with my boss over a year ago, so it should have no trouble leaving my job.

I got a farewell party by my colleague and my boss, but it was a strange feeling as a one who received it.
Because, I was on a side who sent my colleague off until now.
And then, I was going to work as a freelance in a while, so I couldn’t believe I left my job.

But, I felt real, because I got a present by my colleague and my boss in the end of the farewell party.

I left my job that I kept working for 4 years, I was going to work as a freelance in a while, but it happened a thing what I suddenly realized.

Our company had been already lack of manpower, so it had been decided that I keep working as a outsourcing worker.
Then I asked a old colleague “My estimate is correct?”, I was surprised his answer, because a revised estimate was less 20%-30% off than my estimate.

I was thinking it was least an estimated amount, so I was surprised, but I got convinced right away.

My estimate was made based on when I was working in our company, that estimate amount was result of my boss, my colleagues and old colleagues tried hard working.
I realized that I start one freelance from the ground up, so I shouldn’t use them fruit of labor.

I was thinking to get job abroad if I go abroad, I was supposed to work as the freelance in-between that, so it was good to realize that I was being too naive.

I’m going to keep in mind that it wasn’t that easy to earn money.

I left my job after all, there were a lot of memory, especially as I learned is I need to get a grip of money.
If I’m lazy person about money, I would lose my trust.

And then it is important to have communication.
Skills are items for sale in IT industry, in rephrasing the word it, I can say that employees are items for sale.
So, if a company had communicate with employees, reducing them dissatisfaction, reflecting opinions of them and it would need to set up a comfortable environment for them.
Unless taking like that action, they keep leaving the company, I thought.

Plus, it is no good if you can’t do obvious things that to share a vision for the company’s future or to improve work overtime.
I learned that with my boss.

I think it is difficult to do obvious things if I was actually running my company, so I felt good company can do the obvious things in my job for 4 years.

I was looking back, I was full of dissatisfaction, but it was helpful to get approval for used our office on holiday, because it is difficult to concentrate in my house spending all day.
So, it was very good point to be able improve as a programer.

Finally, it ended “Episode a office worker” after all.
I realized I was updating 150 times, so I was feeling a sense of accomplishment.

Since next time, I’m going to upload about “Episode freelance”, but I’m worried whether I can upload, because I will go to language school in Filipino the week after next.
I feel it is hard to study, work and write a diary.

But I’m going to try my best.