4週目終わったー

I did it.

I’m still doing study abroad, but now I finished the first stage of my work.
The whole weekdays were wasted by studying, the whole weekend were wasted by working, then I spent like that lifestyle at language school in Philipin over 20 days. But finally I could get holiday in this weekend, so I relaxed in my room and I went to shopping.

Anyway, 4 weeks have passed since I came in Philipin, I get used to English lesson, because I could be coming to ignore words I don’t understand.

No good!

When I don’t understand what he said, it is no good that I ignored that thing.
I think I relieved my tension and I was used to it in a negative way.

But, there was a cause, because there were a lot of japanese students in the language school that I go, and then a japanese roommate is in our room, so I feel sense of urgency fading.
Besides, I can hear japanese conversation in the school.
If you really want to learn English, you would be better to go a school banned native languages.

Anyway, I understood and I was choosing the school, because I hated only a school banned native languages. If I chose it, I would be going to lose my mind by stress. So, I’m satisfied for my choice.

Then, I spent until today, I saw some problem of me.

I think I have to learn hard about vocabulary in Japan.
when I have words that I want to say, nevertheless I don’t find my words, it’s frustrated.
First, I tended to just use the vocabulary, but when I don’t find the vocabulary, we can’t hold a conversation in the first place.

I regretted a little about that I ignored to learn vocabulary in Japan.

Second, I should have practiced to make sentence in English.
When I was taking a speaking lesson, I was surprised that I couldn’t make sentence in my head and I said a so bad grammar.
I think the teacher was surprised too.
Because, I was talked words like “Are you sure?”.

Plus, I should try to hear every single word of teacher.
Even If I couldn’t understand, it would be important that I try it. Then if I used to it, it would get understand it naturally, when I get better Enlish skill, I think I can go to the next step.

I only have a little less than a week left, anyway, I’m going to try listening her every single word.
I really think to learn English is trial and error.

By the way, I have had several time that I was invited from chinese roommate, but I was turnning down the invitation every time and I feel sorry.
He said Why don’t we go to a movie theater, an amusement arcade and chinese restraunt? but I turned down all invitations, so I’m feeling sorry.

I’m sorry that I’m person with an iron will.

I’m sorry, honestly I can’t afford to hang out because I don’t have any space in my heart.

I realized again that I’m uncooperative person.