最近やばくね？

I think the company is a tough situation.

Because, new coworker will join our company as mid-career recruitment in September, but the company has been already in a deficit.
Actually, I know that reason, our boss has an job that make progress on project between client and production team.
But, we can’t concentrate our work as website design company, because different work is busy.
There was scheduled starting the project after Golden week, but it moved the project forward in the end of June.
We are spending time doing nothing for a month at this project.

I heard a metaphorically speaking from famous web director at the seminar that I participated before.
His speaking was to describe a project as a ship, describe related persons as crew and they are go to their destination earliest.
Based on that, a web director is a captain who can decide the ship course, but our web director(boss) of the company sometimes disappear taking the helm.
I imagined that in my situation.

On top of that, he say that you need to be conscious of money during working, so I’m going to take as he said.
But, there is no estimate at a project and he make me work for customer, I say that it is impossible, then he say that you need to make other proposal.
I understand what he say but it will need many time for doing and if the customer said that I really want you to implement at any cost, I can convince.
So, I think there is no need to do this much, then I get annoyed.

I have eyes twitching caused by stress, then I want to go on a trip because I escape from stabbed a pain in my stomach.

since, new coworkers joining as mid-career recruitment and the quality of the company’s work gets increasing, but our boss and employees are facing different direction.
So, I think I don’t know where we should go.

If I heard that, I think he angrily say “think yourself!”, so I can’t hear because I don’t want to be reprimanded.

I think he should go back to a beginner’s spirit.
I feel that our company go in the wrong direction as a website design company, I think we should go back to the beginner’s time when we work only the web design.

Our company is improving the quality lately, so he feel safe, then the more he have, the more he want, I think.
He resigned from his job and he work on other thing that he has never been able to do, He is bound up in other job.

I don’t intend to mention that, because My voice isn’t influenced others in the office and I don’t have confidence to explain too, but I think the company cannot exist without the worker.
I know the importance of the customer, but I think he had better lend an ear to the employee as a worker.

these days, I think.